do you ever feel lonely without any reason at all?.. well, at first you think so, but then as always, lonliness begets loneliness... you suddenly would think of the million reasons why. Today started with me waking up on the wrong side of the bed. It was maybe because of the lack of sleep last night, but it was more of waking up today alone. All day long, i have tried to mask it, trying to convince others i am ok. Though it worked, one can never convice himself of the true feelings.
it has been a bad few months for many reasons.. I'm sorry to be affectively blunt on my first day blogging... can't help it. There have just been some very painful emotions brewing in me that really needed release.I'm just really thankful to let this out... I hope this is ok. For all of us feeling the same, know that its a test of strength to feel it. Good luck!
Tags: alone, ayda, blunt feelings, loneliness.
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